She talked about “Starting Over”

She talked about “starting over”

After my writing of “divorce” then continue to “heartache”, i guess it’s time for us to “start over”. Don’t you think so?

From all those period I’ve been through, i still on process to start over. Maybe it’s because of such experience that makes me more careful with everything. It’s could be bad or good because at this moment i know exactly what i want in my next relationship. So it’s cut off unnecessary guy in my life. Shortens my list and strengthens my needs. People always say “start over.. forget the past.. find a new one..” like it is the easy things to do. But its not like flipped the hands and it never going to be easy.

Why ? Because somehow you still carried much worries in your heart, you protect your heart more than before, you hold your self so tight till no room for other to come in, you buried your self with all those pain, you withdrawal your self from the possibility of hurt, and many more.

Honesty I still dealing with all those kind above. Trying my best to fix my self one by one. Doesn’t mean that im not heal. For me, its because we need more courage to start over than the other person do.

Hurting, losing, betraying, and all those painful moment, needs more time to heal. So, if you are dealing with all of that, please, listen to your heart. Do not push. Do not hurry. Do not blame your self. Everything takes more time to heal. Your soul needs more time to calm.

How long is exactly we need time to heal? I don’t know, it could be 3 months, 3 years, 13 years or maybe forever. What i know, it will gone when you find someone who could speak to your soul. Someone who will reach you with his heart. Someone who use his love to heal you.

But, Somehow that person would not gonna be your “forever”, somehow it’s just a temporary person in your life. Someone that you think that he will be your last but he’s not. And when you found this person, please, do not cry too much when you lose him. Don’t drown too deep when he leave you. Since i believe, there is a person who walk in our path for some reason. He is probably an answer for all of your prayer. He come to show you that what you are asking for is real. He is real. He just not your last. He just a prove that what you are asking for in a man, is exist. He is exist. He just not your “forever”.

I wish you will think about this when you feel down. Not because you are not worth the happiness. Because God plan something bigger in your life. Because you are a warrior, you are a survivor, and you deserve much more the goodness in life.

Its prove that you are ready to start over. Start from begining. Start without any fear. Start without any expectation. Start because your heart ready to love again. Start because your soul ready to smile again. I wont guarentee it would be smooth this time and you are never hurt. But maybe its worth than before. We can’t always ask the rainbow without the rain, arent we ?

So, for the brave in you, for the spirit in you, for the good in you, i wish you have someone who loves you enough to makes your soul smile and your heart dancing.
I wish you have a very big heart to search for your big life
I wish you have unconditional fear to wait for the right love to you
I wish you will find a great soul for your great heart

And i wish all those thing for my self as well

I wish all of us will find the happiness in our life

Love,
Lala

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Enjoy 2019

Its 2nd of March 2019,
I dont know what to share actually about my thoughts since i have so many inside my mind jumping around.
2018 i closed it nicely, but 2019 starts with a little disappointment with love, life and work.

I have friends who used to reminds me about “enjoy” in everything. At first, it sounds nice, like a fresh spirit and encouragement, but nowadays i think not many people knowing what they said.

When you are somewhere having your holiday, they ll greet you “enjoy”.
But do they greet you “enjoy” when you are in problems? Nope. They will tell you “hope it will pass”.

The word “enjoy” mostly used for a good / fun / happy things or situation. Rarely used if bad things happened. And why is like that ?

For me, life should be “enjoy”. At the good times and the bad times. Not asking the bad to comes your way but somehow we need to change our mind. We can’t resist when the bad times will hit us. Or how bad it will destroy us.

I ve learn that life should be enjoyed whether you have a good situation or a bad situation. Cause there is something teaching you while you are enjoy the situation. Either it will train your emotion or maybe your faith.

When you start to “enjoy” everything, u ll find some amazing little things cross by your life. You reveal a true friend, you sharpen your intuition, you open to your emotions and most of all, you learn about your self. About grateful in every situation.

I have a very closed friend, and he used to worry about so many things in life. I guess it’s normal cause i ve been into that situation. And sadly it’s destroying your days, consume your time and with zero result.
What i told him was “enjoy”, when its bad.. or when its good.

For me, worry is like a rocking chair. Its shaking and seems moving but you are going nowhere at the end. I ever found a link about “worrying” and its totally change my mind. I ll give the link below if you wanna watch it and incase you need it.

So for everyone, not easy for me to say this since i still trying to applying this to my self.
ENJOY everything. Everything means everything. The emotions, the situation, the conditions.

Trust me, it ll add value into your life without you realise it.

So .. lets ENJOY 2019..

Au Revoir 2018

How i describe 2018 ?

For me, one word to describe it is “unpredictable” year.
Things and feelings that i thought it will be done is still consuming my mind.
I met a lot of people this year. Some already write it in my story. Got one actually that i didnt put it here. Will find a time to write over it.
Few points that i could share about my thoughts and reflection are :

1. Travel
As usual, i always planned for a trip once a year with my girls. And this “unpredictable” year brings me to many countries not as i expected. I was plan to Hongkong and Macau on March. But got a sudden insight to visit Townsville QueenslandAustralia in February. Was plan to go to Kuala Lumpur with my colleagues in October but in fact i visited Kuala Lumpur 6 times this year. Got an employee gathering in Thailand by transit in Singapore on September. And never cross my mind to have another trip to China on Christmas.
It was unpredictable plan with amazing feeling.

2. Relationship
I give up my self for any relationship this years. Kind of tired and lazy about open up a heart to let someone in and start over. But once i give it up, God sent me many people to passes by my life. Some teach me about appreciation.. some teach me about self respect.. some teach me about my self.. not always a good things but not all is a bad things. I believe some people crossed in our path for a reason and i thankful for all those people.

3. Family
The more i live by my self, the more i become so selfish and uncared with my family. Not really spend time with my mom or find time to meet my siblings. Till one day i need to deal with family matter. I realized more bad things happened because i dont put any concern on it. I thought that we are adult and we need to deal with our selves. But at this point i was wrong. No matter busy ur live is.. no matter bad ur day is.. no matter how hectic ur work is.. family is over everything. Since the only person who ll stand by you during your bad times is your family.

This years as unpredictable’s year teach me unpredictable things.

What i ve learned from this year are :
1. Be grateful. I always remind my self, everything happens for a reason.
2. Enjoy every moment. Life is a gift sent to you. Dont leave it unpacked.
3. No matter how busy you are, a single “hello” send to your family members are precious for them. It shows your care even not revealed your feelings.
4. Do not run after a relationship, when its time, it will come to you. In a moment you cant predicted. In a situation you not planned. Thats what it called falling in love. Because it just happens.
5. Be brave.. be strong.. be nice .. be positive.. be gentle… not for everyone u met. Mostly for your self. Because you are enough.

And now, in the end of 2018, i wanna say thank you for everyone who touched my life in a such beautiful way

2019, lets spark together 💫💫

Ps : Do not forget, for some, you are magic

Kiss,
Lala

A weekend with Dior

It was a weekend with dior

Well, I wont tell much about how its going but I believe every people you met in this life will bring you a lesson to learned.

I had a quiet weekend two weeks ago in Bali. Was visiting the un-usual place. Im not go to the crowd (well, actually I like a quiet place indeed). I just spent my weekend with sitting at the five star hotel’s restaurant, having a pineapple juice, watching the people jump at the pool, laying my self in couch while expecting the wind will blow my hairs slowly. Unfortunately not much wind that days in Ubud. Second day, I went for massage in one of the nice hotel in canggu area and having my brunch in front of echo beach while smell the beach and feel the breeze that blown me away. Was a very great landscape to see everyday.

But You know what, I had a problem with “relaxing”. Strange isn’t it? I feel like my mind can’t stop running of thinking. And I felt it so bad. This month really exhausted for me since I just back from Bangkok – Surabaya – Kuala Lumpur. Yes, I did all the trip for travelling. And as usual, my trip always tiring even its fun. In the end, I ll spend nearly my time at work and airport .

When I got an offer to have a relaxing weekend in Bali, I took that chance. Well indeed it’s a relaxing weekend but emotionally stressful for me. Relaxing because my time is really not in a plan so im not in a rush. Stressful because I need to deal with someone who is opposite from me. But I ve learned many things there that I would like to share with you here.

My friend is an artist. He is a well-known gardener (landscape) who collaborate with many top artist nd he design many nice landscape for a big nice project company. I could say that he is a very educated with his strong of character. Everything is really organize and clean. He has style, knowledge and taste. But we had see life in our different way. Im not say that he s wrong either im right, I just wanna share about how different people see something. And im sure all of us has our own point of view in everything. Sometimes we re keep holding our point of view to tight, and would like to listen to other about it.

With my relaxing weekend, I found out many things about life that I learned from him. I see what I don’t want to be. I heard what I should start think about it. I believe people cross our path in life to give you something if you are really open your heart to see it. And here some points I would like to share :

1. Not everyone think the way you think. 4 + 5 = 9, either 3 + 6 = 9. We have our own way to see something but don’t let it become your standars.

2. Its really good to have your own standard but I believe in this life we need to adjust and compromise with many things. It wont lower your standard but it will teach you how people’s think about it.

3. Never ever say think you don’t mean it. Doesn’t mean I cant express my self well. Since many people easy to say things they wont keep. So I learn to use my word WISELY not NICELY.

4. Being organize is a good thing but doesn’t mean un-organized is a bad things. Let life surprise you. Have a dirty side. Play un-organized stuff. Have fun. Laugh. Scream. Talk loud. Go get a shit food. Jump in the crowd. This is life.. enjoy it. At least experience it even once.

5. Taking care your self doesn’t mean “taking care” so you wont get sick. Its more on taking care of you mentally, spiritually and physically. I always think “taking care” is a form of “good shape” -> not sick. But I was wrong. Make a peace of mind is a taking care also. I really misunderstood about this for many years. And now im in the progress of taking care of my self and I hope you do also.

6. Simple things in our daily routines will make big change. Whatever it is. Maybe clean up your place, taking a night shower, cook your own meal, read your books. Anything that makes you happy, do not stop doing that. I used to like to cook and bake, I called it like my therapy, but since 4 years ago, I stop doing that. I stop many activities that remind me to my past. I try to change “me” but im failed. Im not get better, I just get stucked in life.

7. Everyone has their own past. You can just expect someone to forget their past cause however it’s a part of their life. I believe people has their own way to express them self, be nice with them. Stop judging them. You never be in their shoes, then no need to make any conclusion. They do not need it.

8. Just because someone cant react exactly what you’re expected, doesn’t mean they are stupid. Some people needs more time to digest the information and react on it. Don’t make your self as a big standard to everyone. You ll be disappointed.

9. I believe manner, attitude and humanity are not something you can get from your high education. It’s the way you react and accept life. Im quite sad to see many people with high educational background, having a good manner and attitude but poor in humanity. If we see people based on their social status, how much money they have in bank account, how good their position in their work, how kind of car they ride, how big the house is, what kind of brand they put on.. I think its not fair to them. Your success cant be compare with someone else’s success. Just because you are rich in your age, its not a measurement of other. Be wise and you ll be rich in humanity.

10. Last but not least, people always ask me what im good at. Whats my job. Whats my passion. Recently I just can say, I wanna be useful for other. I wanna be happy in present. I wanna touch other’s people life, encourage them, inspired them. I know im not good enough but im still learning to be better than I was. Simple thing I ve learned in this life, if you cant say something good to other, you better not say any word.

Well, I wish you a good heart to live your big life. This world needs more a good heart people who could say a good words to make this a better worlds.

Kiss kiss,
lala

She Talked About Heartache

Hello..

We meet again and this time with different point of view. Topic I wanna share today is about heartache. Well, it could happen to anyone in any age. Since heartache is a result of expectation. Do we both agree on this ?

i wont talk about my situation, I just wanna share some possibilities that will happen during this period of expectation. Some of friends contacted me directly asking for an advice about their current situation and I open my self for that (you can always come to me and I ll be your ears).

As I wrote on my previous one about “DIVORCE”, there are some stage you cant just jump out and forward it. And “heartache” is one of that point. There will be time when you cant hide you loneliness. A moment you wont be able to hold your tears of falling down.. a ”useless” feeling you cant resist. A trust issue that’s fill your mind or even a sarcastic answer about a new relationship (well, I ve been in that stage :P).

Then how we could keep survive on this situation ? well, the key if “acceptance”. The more we reject it, the more it will hurt you. At this point, the key person is you. The main advice is your heart. The main key is your brain. I wont say it will goes smooth and easy. Your mind will keep break all the “good things” you said to your self. Your mind will reject all the “motivational wise quotes” you keep feeding your self.

Well, take your time. Give your self a day or two to be drown in this situation. I guess it’s normal. You are not a super heroes or the captain marvel from the avenger ;). Don’t hide your feeling, let it go. Let it flow.. let the tears drop.. let the pillow become wet.. play the sad song playlist. Turn on your aromatic candle. You may scream, you may cries loud.. at this stage, you can do whatever you want. BUT, don’t let it control you. Don’t let it hurt other. Don’t decide anything. Don’t think about what will happen for the next 2 days. Because this is the unfinished chapter between you and your heart. Don’t let anyone in and don’t blame on other.

So, how its feel like to be “USELESS” in a real situation? Worse isn’t it? And its feel so bad to let your feeling controls your life. Well, I know how its feel. I wont write this if I haven’t feel it. But I get through this also. The greatest cure about this feeling is to forgive your self for feeling all of those things. That’s nothing wrong with you. Even a doctor needs a doctor. Feeling broken and heartache is not a loss. Feeling is not like a gamble. There is no “win” or “lose”. Its only about “learn” and “acceptance”.

One thing for sure, don’t hold your “feeling” too much. I’ve learn that FEELING is TEMPORARY.

Sadness is temporary

Happiness is temporary

Useless is temporary

Angry is temporary

Hating is temporary

Don’t let the “temporary” things control your life. Its not worth it. Cry if you need. Angry if you feel better about it. Hate if you feeling that. But please, don’t let it control you. Don’t let it hurt other. Don’t let it WIN over you.

Since life is about sometimes, enjoy the proccess

Love,

LaLa

Let’s surf 2018

Finally i know what im going to share in 2018. As you know its more like writing, its about something i see, something i heard.. kind of daily routine.

Im visiting Bali this time and find a new thing about what life already have. For the first time i joined my friend for surfing, kind of sport that a bit dangerous in my thought but so surprise many people willing to do that. Remember the movie “the shallows”?

It never cross my mind to do surfing or other risky sport / activity before.

For them, being free in this universe, while they need to count on their self, aware with what will happen to them and see thing clearly, it teach me something.

Well back to my writing, i observed and do some little interview with some people about this. And here come my conclusion.

1. Like surfing, you’re all alone in this universe and you re the one who need to make thing happen.

2. Surfing is about patient. About waiting. About reflection. To get a good wave, you need to wait and be patient. Same like life it self, to get a good thing in life, sometimes you need to wait and be patient. Nothing instant in this world.

3. Surfing teach you how to use your chance right. When you get a good wave, you need to use it wisely. Like in life, when you get a good chance you wont leave it run away that way. You need to use it cause u might not have it back again.

4. A good wave maybe only exist for 10-15second. Well, a good chance sometimes come too fast. You need to focus to really use that 10seconds. 10 seconds that might change your life. Surfing teach us even a second can change our life.. even a second could bring joy in to our life.

5. To stand on your surfing board, you need to be focus. Cause u might flip it around. Same like in life, to really get what you want and use your chance well, you need to be focus. Cause only doing good wont gv you great result if you are not focusing on it.

Well, im not sport lover or addict. The hardest question for me is “whats your fav sport?”. I consider my self as a life’s observer. A person who can do nothing at all.. a person who could see a little thing in life and write down it. A person who open for any possibilities in life and share it.

Im not good at sport but maybe you re not see what i see either.

Have a good weekend lovely people, share the joy and enjoy the little things in life. Cause when you are notice about it, you ll realise that all you need is already there in this universe.

She talked about DIVORCE

She talked about Divorce

Well, its kind of bad topic to talk about but hey.. some people are dealing with this right now. And why i put on this topic because i ve been through it. Yes, honestly and openly i did it.

Many people who care about me always ask me if im Okay .. if im doing well .. if I’m not depressed .. if im not stress.. cause my ex husband already has a girlfriend (even when we are not divorce yet).. well, i just wanna say i am happier and peaceful right now.

Kind of weird isnt it ? And if u ask me, do i hate my ex husband right now ? I dont know what to say.. feeling come and go.. when i feel that i hate him, im not gonna pretend like im not and when i feel that we are good, i dont wanna feel that i hate him.. and i guess its normal at this time.

People said I’m in a healing process. They said i need to move on.. they said i need more time to figure it out.. they said I’m in traumatic event.. that i need to go and find a new one.. well, they could say whatever they wanna say.. but i know deep inside my heart, I’m 90% Okay with my self and condition.

Why was that ?

Because.. if i have time capsule to go back to that time and live the old life, i will choose the same way. There should be nothing to regret in every decision we made. Yes, it wont easy but i believe i can get through this.

Many people assumed that our divorce is caused by another person. Well, its just a small part of it, the biggest reason is because i don’t think I’m happy with my marriage.

Then why we are married ?

Married is a higher relationship of 2 people who are legally registered in a law & church department. But i think its not the highest. The highest state of relationship is when 2 people are willing to put the other’s need/want over them selves. Not easy huh ?

And i don’t think we can do that and its makes our marriage life is unhappy. It took me few years to decided for divorce. Some people think that I’m stupid because of my age. But other positively think that is the best decision for my self. Don’t think its an easy decision or even an easy life during the divorce’s process.

Why ?

Cause i believe even a bad marriage is still a marriage. Even a bad relationship is still a relationship. Memories and years you spent together wont just disappear with only one paper. Thats why I’m just enjoying the process.

What makes me strong to live my life ?

Well, believe or not, i am happier and peaceful. I slept well every night. I less worry about thing that not happened yet. Im not assumed about the bad thing. I live my life freely.

Luckily, I’m financially independent. And yes, i am independent in many things. So my divorce doesn’t effect much on my personal life. Thats my biggest score in my divorce.

Being independent and financially free are the best medicine to live my divorce.

How am i see my life now ?

Hmmm.. i see it as a new chapter in life. Yes, i am divorce. Yes, i am single. Yes, i am stubborn. Yes, i put high expectation on my next relationship or even on a man. Guess its normal. I don’t wanna rush my self, I’m in a good mood .. I’m in a good life, and how could i waste my next life because of my divorce.

So.. for people out there who are dealing with a bad relationship.. who are not happy with their relationship.. who are afraid of taking the other way, my suggestion to you :

1. Divorce is not a dead end. Its not a best way either a bad way. You decide.

2. When you are stay in a relationship, make sure you are happy in it.

3. There is no “too old” or “too late” to create the life you want.

4. Be Independent doesn’t mean you are strong and dependent doesn’t prove that you are weak. Cause live a life after divorce is more than a feeling. Its a will for a better healthy you.

5. There are times in that process that makes you confuse about which decision to take, follow your inner voice. It took me few years to decide it.

6. Take that decision when you are ready not when you are hurt.

7. Knowing what you want but have no courage to live it, its a big suffering.

8. Even a strong independent woman can struggle for divorce, so you are allowed to feel sad.

9. Being strong doesn’t mean that you are never cry or sad. Cause “strong” is an action while “sad” is a feeling. We both know that feeling come and go.

10. There is no “best way” or “best decision” for every relationship. What best for me maybe wont work for you. Whatever you decide it, please.. make sure that you are happy. Cause you are more precious than the “age”.

Well, i know it wont work for anyone. Im still on process manage my new life. Im not that young for divorce, but I already wasted my 35 years only to find out what i want in life, what makes me happy and im still have another 35 years waiting for me. I am truly happier with my life. Is that life should be ? To Be Happy !!

A Letter from a woman to a woman like me

Surat dari wanita untuk wanita seperti saya ..A letter from a woman to a woman like me ..
Menjadi sukses itu mudah, hanya dengan keyakinan, konsisten dan kerja keras maka akan bisa menuju sukses. Menghabiskan waktu lebih daripada yang dihabiskan wanita lain. Memilih untuk tidak mengikuti kegiatan hang-out karena ada laporan yang harus dikerjakan. Tidur lebih malam karena masih ada berkas yang harus disiapkan besok hari.. Yang tidak mudah adalah pandangan orang akan kesuksesan wanita. Bahwa apa yang kita miliki adalah support dari pasangan kita.. bahwa apa yang kita raih dikarenakan fisik kita.. bahwa apa yang kita capai saat ini dikarenakan koneksi dari mereka yang menyukai kita ..

Menjadi cantik itu mudah, hanya dengan tidur cukup dan memiliki hati yang bersyukur. Namun saat berkumpul bersama wanita lain, kecantikan kita dianggap selalu kurang. Kurang putih, kurang tirus, kurang mancung, kurang kurus, kurang halus, kurang kencang, kurang tajam, kurang bersih, dll.. Tolak ukur cantik didasarkan pada gambar model wanita di majalah atau televisi..

Menjadi wanita itu mudah, setelah melewati tahap menstruasi , usia 18tahun, menikah, memiliki anak. Sama hal nya dengan menjadi seorang istri atau ibu. Menjadi seorang istri berarti telah menikah dan memiliki suami. Menjadi seorang ibu cukup mudah, hanya dengan melahirkan maka akan menjadi ibu. Namun bagaimana dengan mereka yang memilih untuk tidak menikah namun memiliki anak? … lingkungan pun berbicara …

Dear Woman,

When you tried your best but people still take advantage of you..

When you love with all your heart but your loved one still cheat on you ..

When you reach your success but other questioning it ..

When you lost your kid but end up with a broken marriage ..

Here to a woman like me ..

You are enough .. you are pretty enough .. you are lovely enough .. you are strong enough .. you are smart enough .. and You, You are enough ..

And She Spoke About Death

Just watched the movie “ the allure of the tears”.. its inspired me to ask my self, whats my list before i die.Usually i dont like to talk or share my thought about something scary but death is not a scary thing. Its just a part of life. So, I challenge my self to ask the question about death. And i will answer it based on my thought.

In 35th yo, i’ve been through many things. Not only the bad times but a good time also. Things arent perfect, life isnt fair. I learn to understand the key of life. Well, sometimes knowing is not enough. Its hard to apply it..

If someone ask me, what if this is the last day of your life? … 

How i respond it? Should i respond or should i answer it?.. my dad passed away because of heart cancer. Many things i hvnt said and done with him.. I keep blame my self if i could have more time with him.. if i could bring him anywhere he wants.. But there is a day i think all of these and i said to my self “i am enough”.. what i did to him.. what i did so far..

Same way when i lost my baby.. i have lots of pain and regret.. keep blaming my self until now and keep telling my self “if i could see it coming..” but then i realized, all are about the REGRET. What’s dragged us down is a regret.. cause we think there is a better way.. we think there is another option.. we think there is another choice.. AT THAT TIME..

But no matter how we regret all of those things, it wont take you anywhere.. you will still stand where you are.. and you change nothing.

I ever ask my self, what if tomorrow never come? Am i already did my best? Am i already satisfy with what i am, who i am, and how i live right now? And the question is : YES, I AM. I am enough. I did the best i can so far (even its not my very best).. i learn to control my self, i try to enjoy the life, i try to live my life to the fullest.

Once I said my self that “I wanna life my life at the fullest”, one of my closest friend think that i am arrogant. Well, i just said “what if there s no tomorrow?”. Life should be enjoy isnt it? You work for a money, you are lost your time for money.. and then, what you gonna do with your money? Would you be happy only to get the money? Even i understand that we need money for living. But put a thing as our priority will not bring peace and happiness in our life.

So, i promise my self.. i will live my life well since nothing is permanent in life. Everything just temporary. Sadness , happiness, success, love, marriage.. its all temporary. Its just about how you re going to live your life. And what im going to learn now is to have a courage !! a courage to live my life the way i like.. a courage to love a person even it will bring me pain.. a courage to do good things even one day it will turn to bad things.. a courage to trust a person even one day they will betray you.. a courage to speak up your mind even its againts other.. a courage to get up after fall many times..

And when the time is come.. i have no fear.. i have no regret.. cause i live my life to the fullest with my courage.

And now, how about you? How you wanna live the rest of your life if you know if there is tomorrow?

Have a long weekend people 😁😁

Happy Easter 2017

Yesterday i felt so bad.. throw back the time and all the difficult time i am struggle still.. I keep questioning God, why all those things happened to me.. seems like life isnt fair (to me)..
But this morning, When i open my eyes. I realize, life isnt that bad.. and it shouldnt be fair. People come and go in your life, thats normal. And whats the meaning of life without problem in it.
Maybe God need to remove some toxic people in your life so you hv a better view..

Maybe God put you in a hard situation because he want to strengthen you.. to make you believe on his plan..

Maybe God give you a wrong people so you can learn from them until he will send you the right one so you could appreciate more..
This morning when i woke up, i feel so blessed. Over my problems, I believe God put me in this situation with a purpose. To sharpen my faith, to lower my ego, to believe in Him, to let him take control.
you will may have a bad day, big debt, broken relationship or unhealthy body. But HE is the cure. 
So I wanna say “Thank You Lord” for everything that happen into my life. For friends, job, health, problem, for everything.
Im so grateful !! God is Good, and everything will be in His Time cause I believe He has something better for me .. and for you
Happy Easter Everyone

God Bless you 😇🙏🏻