Maybe God knows if im lying to Him..
I always said im fine, but i know exactly i am not..
I said everything will be okay, but i dont know how to make it okay..
I said i will get through this, in fact i dont know how to live every second of my day..
I said i will live happier, but i just know well how to cry instead of smile..
I said i will fix my life, but all i do just trying to back in time when i was with you..
I said there will always a sunshine after the rain, but i dont have any sunshine in my world..
I said i already let it go, the truth is i still hold that memories tight..
You ll think i am crazy.. You ll said i am weak.. You will feel my anger..
Most of all, dont try to understand me..
Dont try to judge my path .. Cause you never walked on my journey..